Without His Wife


He’s 75, With a shaky voice, wrinkled face, flushed eyes. He Lives his life, in memories of someone, He loved. in a time, when it was delightful, to describe how he looked like. His trembling feet, A lousy heartbeat, and blurred sight, do not give up. for someone, He spent his life, who is no more,…

Special You


Your brisk touch, Moves me to sky, put my nerves on fire, gives me butterflies. Your swift kiss, A touch of paradise, driven by desires, drives me too high. Your fondly gaze, sweeps me in a gold sea, I sail while I soak, I glide underneath. your noble love, fills me with verve, sparkles my…

Diary of a Son


He wakes up and feels something missing. He leaves his bed and walks sleepily to his mom’s room to get a glimpse of her face to start the day. His mom is not there, she has left to village to see her father. She will come tomorrow, his father informs. He nods gloomily. He goes on to…

Reservation in General


“According to the Buddha’s doctrine that they believed in, it was not the caste that defined a person high or low. It was one’s deeds that mattered.” Caste is not in blood, Its in the minds of greedy to divide people and cherish the reservation in every aspect of life to make things easier for…

First Anniversary


          Why are you crying baby ? I am sitting beside you on this bench under this sugar maple. I love you like a kid loves the bubble and like a voyager loves a halt. My love is pure, delicate and innocent. It is the same place where you proposed your…

Magician


Stage is set, And set are my desires, Which are on fire, Once again, I bet. Stage is set, And set are your hopes Hopes of winning you, Once again, I bet. My eyes are closed, And my show is on, Hat on head, cape on back, My best move, I reckon Enchanting my spell,…

Life Of A Doormat


‘Oh no, Not again’ doormat says to itself alarmed by the loud thump coming towards it. ‘Please wash me off with all the stains and dirt of yours, you have smeared me with.’ We all have obviously come across a doormat and used for getting rid of all the dust we have carried along the way…

Coffee and an Old book 2


“Rouged heart of a lover, In a Morning at a haugh, Ingirt by insanity, inquisitive to laugh Beweeping at its thirst to peek, In a savage world so deep, A world of chasm and chaos A world of his own clashing echoes”                Author was most probably talking about the…

Coffee and an Old book 1


             I poured black coffee that I prepared mixing all the tasty ingredients in right amount as I always desired into my white mug, and felt the shiver in my spine as soon as the perfect blend of chill of that cold morning and hot moisture flying out of the…

Perks of A Government Job


                    What was in your mind when you were preparing for a government job ? To get a secure job, a lifetime of privileges, to accumulate enough money for the rest of your life and if possible for your coming generations also. This is the dream…

My blog Review for 2015 (Great Year Indeed)


The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2015 annual report for this blog. It was a wonderful year indeed. Here’s an excerpt: A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 1,800 times in 2015. If it were a cable car, it would take about 30 trips to carry that many…

Meaning Of Love


Who can define love ? The one who is in deep love with someone or the one who is being loved ? I guess both can define love equally. Love is the base of existence of this universe. For me, love is a divine feeling, love is walking barefoot, in a cold night on the…

One of My Muslim Friend on Facebook


I have a Muslim friend in my facebook friend list. We are friends on fb because we were in same college. Well we have made no exchange of any activities on fb except for accepting the friend request. I guess, No likes, No tagging, No sharing and no post on each other’s profile has been…

Walking distance


I wish i could keep all my loving things at my walking distance and see them everyday with efforts of just taking some steps. With my proper grip on all the possible situations that can arise and I could arrange all the unsettled issues that has been created in long distance. When the things that…

Accident


My sister met with an accident today. This terrible news came to us by phone in early morning when my Jija ji informed us about the accident and called us to come as soon as possible to the local private hospital where they were taking to her for initial surgery of her leg. I rushed…

Changing My Boots


                 I can think of my life as the series of connections of different boots. Boots that I wore at various seasons of my life. Seasons, which were windy with calm motivation of moving ahead. Days, which were rainy with dry hopes of future. Some occasions were squally…

2000 views on my blog :)


          When I first made account on wordpress, I had no idea how is it gonna be ? I wanted to experience blogging and wished to pour my thoughts on web and wanted to publish them. I was always very thrilled about views on my blog. First of all I never…

Where would I go without you ?


It does not feel right to see her like that, It blows up my heart when I dare to feel the pain she is going through. My mom, She recently went through a major operation, She is in recovery and on bed rest since two weeks. She was getting stabilized with good pace until last…

Heart Says


Heart is beating , more than normal, Its coming out, I am not that stronger, It was in care of you, A gift you accepted, I know you loved it, As you were also then interested, But time rounds up, flames fold up, I thought you will never change, but now you treat me how strange, you…

9th second .


Originally posted on sloppyseconds:
But I did love you , didn’t I ? I intended to leave you . Please don’t leave . Okay , let’s do distancing then . No , I want to be closer to you , the more you push me away , the more I will want to stay .…

Oh My Love


I CAN ONLY SAY THESE WORDS BABY PLEASE JOIN MY WORLD YES ITS ME, REAL ME ITS ONLY ME, LONELY ME… WHENEVER I THINK ABOUT YOU, ABOUT YOUR DIGNITY, I GET DROWN, DEEP IN YOUR BEAUTY, WORDS, CAN NOT EXPLAIN THAT WORLD, WHERE I GET INTO, WHENEVER I THINK OF YOU… I DON’T SLEEP AT…

A Flying kiss


She kissed her right hand and sprinkled it towards me. I was looking at her with moist eyes, She was also at the verge of crying. I was standing on the door of train, My train was moving and She was on the station and walking trying to match her speed with train with heavy…

Overdose Of Life


Originally posted on UnseenLamhe:
I never question thoughit makes me silly asking somethat emerged from insidethat always restrained my grimIs it justified to conveysome memories in brainthat flashes when eyes closedand originate a lethal pain why do we recollect their impression that they made when we are certain of it was all an act of…

I have Failed


While cleaning up the mess when it came to you I was confused What to do I failed to categorise Yours signs, your memories whether to forget or to memorise or to convert into stories I cleaned everything except you from my mind it was not intentional I wasn’t able to do it fine I…

Thank You Sunday


Sunday was special, Sunday had a feeling. Morning tasted good and evening even better. I am going 10 years back in my life to the Sunday I used to have those days. My school was close to my home and everybody knew everybody in that small size school. My class was small and compact with…

The Tourist


I’ve had many tourist in my life, it makes me stronger but its painful.

Rape : Good Luck India. Way To Go.


I read women getting raped everyday, i read justice not being served to the victims. I read criminals laughing on our face walking around with no fear. I read cases being stretched to years in a dying hope that punishment will be served to criminals. I watched documentary on the person who raped, he is…

Just Like Cherry


I always loved cherry, so much that I never really preferred to eat it at once, but instead keeping it all the time in my hands tossing it in air, rubbing it on my face and the feeling the delight of its soft peel. This could go on day and night until the cherry become…

Completing 1000 views on my blog. :) My 2014 in review


The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog. Here’s an excerpt: A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 580 times in 2014. If it were a cable car, it would take about 10 trips to carry that many people. Click here to see the…

Flashback : Five years but still so fresh


I woke up in the middle of night 3:00 am as my clock chimed It was the same night mare again You were running away in the rain With a flash all turns black After that you never came back It was a cold december night We went out for coffee like other times I…

The Talking Pictures


We were coming from a local museum of photography when we passed by this little world of surprises and exceptional talent. A collection of classics is not made by choices but efforts. He had all the classic framed painting by his side making his small shop an unexplored world of stories and beautiful thrill. We…

Love Went Wrong


When I look back, It was you and me We were on a path with no destiny Nothing was hidden, we both were sure of it We underestimated the pain of parting I told you we will not take it too far When it is done, I promised to leave you alone I just cry…

NIT Rourkela : A milestone of my journey (First Year)


I have had dreams of taking admission into an IIT, to get a feel of being an IITian, for a better education, for a brand name. Amidst all my efforts of being one IITian I ended up as an NITian. With a low self esteem and a fallacious belief over my capabilities, I  took admission in…

Nightmare


I am running furiously, my legs are not supporting the chase and each step is like a wiggle in the sand, making it even harder to move further. And i hear a sound of gunshot behind my back with a blaze that made me blind for a moment. Next moment I am on the ground…

Raw Happiness


It is truly said that one who does not apologies is a more happy person than the one who apologies. And thus I come into the category of less happy person who occasionally take responsibility of being at fault and feel bad about it and then apologizing for it. What if I never feel bad…

Reconciliation


I have a thinking that i am more friend to my friends than to myself .I got to know about some of my things for the first time when I shared them with my friends. I came to know about myself from them more than that i could figure out by myself. I seek family…

I’m a big boy


When I returned to home everything had changed, even the familiar look on their face, though it was more of an endearing little smile flattered on me whole heartedly. I’m a big boy and I had been back to home first time in six months, that was expected. That extra tight hug from dad and blissful embrace…

New Boy in the City


               There was a boy who lived in a small room he afforded in a big city. He lived on third floor in the farthest room of the aisle. Every night he came to his room thumping his steps on the stairs and with a low whistle while opening…

LIFE QUOTE


  I never thought life will be so dramatic, even i have a story to tell, to write, to cry about, to laugh upon. even i have a person to care, to love, to miss. even i have a reason to stay happy, to live more, and to die.

Best Thing I Never Had


When the day is full of accomplishments, appreciations and success, People who are critics of all time show their kind face filled with jealousy on our achievements. Faces are covered with smile and hearts are covered with happiness and satisfaction throughout the day. Hands are shaken a thousand times and clapped a million times in…

A Growing Experience


  It never occurred to me, why it ever occurred to me.  I felt bad for a flower that I kept into my notebook. I felt so disappointed by getting handful of shriveled leaves, what I had thought was that it would be beautiful to handle a masterpiece of that rose in future. But it…

Overdose Of Life


I never question thoughit makes me silly asking somethat emerged from insidethat always restrained my grimIs it justified to conveysome memories in brainthat flashes when eyes closedand originate a lethal pain why do we recollect their impression that they made when we are certain of it was all an act of being fake Is it…

Into You


  Into the world of memory, into the past of glory  Into the nights of embrace, into the melodious rine  Into the nook of mind, where our love is still alive  I love you says my heart that is already died.  Into the menace that was around  Into the mirage that made us bound  Into…

No More Love


In the mean time, when I was in dark and lacking of breath….  I was running at no speed, barely crawling on sharp concrete….  I saw someone, standing heartless at far laughing on me…..  I tried to recognize him who turned out to be me…..  A girl by his side, increasing my agony…..  With a knife in…

When I Die….


when i die, i will make two eyes cry, one who knows me to the core, and the one to whom i never made a lie… when i die, i will leave two flowers fade, one who incensed my soul, and the one who aroused my fragrance till date… when i die i will create…

Dharam Veer


“I was in my thought that how my eyes got moist when i looked at him for the very first time. I took that little pink, 20 minutes old cute baby in my hands very delicately. i felt goosebumps on thinking how i felt to have a little innocent baby who was somehow very close…

SHE


She was poor but not dumb. She was illiterate but intelligent. She was white unlike all her brownish siblings. She was beautiful with brown eyes but small height. She was married to a man who was honest in all aspects of his life. Her husband was busy in devotional works and had nothing to do…

My Dreams That Are Beyond Reality


sometimes i look at the running tracks, i find whole world moving and myself as stationary, positioned inside the box watching each little detail like time, sky, relations going far out of reach. I also find companions in same box , though they are happy but temporary. All of them appear me like a mirror….